Tuesday, February 3, 2009

the sake to update.

so I've been leaving my blog hanging around for about a month now. it's currently 11:51 pm.. and i should get going with my beauty rest. hahaha yeah..
lets see.. life .. it sums up to be OKAY. but okay means that there is so many multi-problems or multi- issues going in my life. but lets just leave it there.

i got myself a job, yet i don't even quite know if i really DO have a job.. it's complicated.. but hopefully it's just a lack of misconceived words.. or slack.

school is stressing me out. im literally breaking out again.. because of stupid essays im working at.. like tha fuckkk. i should have just went along with lilian and her scd. my plan failed. i kind of wanted to quit but i cant. damnit.

speaking of which.. valentines is coming up. oh how another year flies by oh so quick. then sequentially it will be my 19th birthday. still counting til i hit the 21 mark. but it'll do. then follows my 9 months. yeahh it's going to be an eventful month.. yet i have to learn how to balance everything.. yikes!

so my power is drained. i barely napped today. my back is sore. my head it sore. my butt hurts. my feet are cold. and the yapping continues. but for now good night all.

p.s. so today right? i heard hella sirens.. makes me wonder.. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH THIS FUCKING WORLD! .. dude and i hate drivers lately.. i swear one day im going to roll down my window and throw a buncha shit at their cars.. dmv aint doing their job.. shit.

Somewhere. Anywhere but here.

..fly away