i wish you were here..

primp. plump. and voluptuous.
my feet fears brutally sore from work. i need to find some comfy shoes or something before my calluses gets worse. i should be doing my homework, but my laziness has taken over my body, which numbs me for quite some time. my mom's being ridiculous for not letting me go to SD with my baby's fambam. she's stirring up nonsense just because she cares about people's judgment. yeah i know what she means, but hey, i'm pretty deng old to make my own decisions. i miss my tubby. though i see him pretty often, i feel like i haven't had enough.. it's like being so dehydrated, you feel like youre going to pass the fuck out. hahaha funny analogy aint it? well.. ima take another survey, just because.. hahaha

1.
How tall are you barefoot?
- im average for an asian chick


2.
Have you ever smoked heroin?
- never did and never will


3.
Do you own a gun?
- depends what kind of gun? lol


4.
Rehab?
- nope clean offf that shiz

5.
Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"?
- yes i do.


6.
What do you think of your friends?
- depends who. but it varies


7.
What's your favorite Christmas song?
- santa can you hear me

8.
What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
- juice

9.
Do you do push-ups?
- i try.. though it never really pulls through


10.
Have you ever done ecstacy?
- never did, and never will

11.
Are you vegitarian?
- nope, i love my meats

12.
Do you like painkillers?
- only when i need them? but no

13.
What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
- eye fucking. HAHAHA

14.
Do you own a knife?
- plenty

15. Do you have A.D.D.
?
- probably not. haha


16.
Date Of Birth?
- feb 16 90

17.
Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
- im hungry
- i miss my boyfriend
- my feet hurts

18.
Name the last 3 things you have bought?
- mc Ds
- gloves
- cough drops

19.
Name five drinks you regularly drink:
- water
- some kinda of juice when i have it
- jasmine milk tea with pearls .. gotta cut back
- carmel frapp. gotta cut back on that too
- rasberry ice tea

20.
What time did you wake up today?
- 1130


21.
Current hair?
- medium length dark, light brown with faded hay blonde under highlights

22.
Current worry?

- homework?

23.
Current hate?
- nothing much to hate


24.
Favorite place to be?
- in my bed

25.
Least favorite place to be?
- school.


26.
Where would you like to go?

- france, paris

27.
Do you own slippers?
- yes


28.
What do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
- a boss of a big corperate with my own business on the side, a wife, maybe pregnant.. yepp


29.
Do you burn or tan?
- both.

30.
Last thing you ate?
- some mexican candies

31.
Would you be a pirate?
- nah

32.
Last time you had an alcoholic drink?

- at my cousins house when my mother and aunt was there =X but they didnt see :]

33.
What songs do you sing in the shower?
- too many to keep track of

34.
What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
- spiders. hahaha

36.
Last thing that made you laugh?
- my boyfriend

37.
Best bed sheets you had as a child?
- dont even remember having my own.

38.
Worst injury you've ever had?
- does braces count?! that shit hurts


40.
How many TVs do you have in your house?
- 2; one in the living room, and one in my room ;]

41.
Who is your loudest friend?
- Jennifer or Linda. xP


42.
Who is your most silent friend?
- Jody or Sandy

43.
Does someone have a crush on you?
- I don't know, and i dont care cause I'm married :]

44.
Do you wish on stars?
- hahaha i tried to on a shooting star but i was too amazed at it, that i forget to.


45.
What is your favorite book?
- tango

46.
What is your favorite candy?
- milk chocolate covered strawberries

47.
What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
- mm.. I DO- 98 degrees

48.
What song do you want played at your funeral?
- I miss you- aaliyah


49.
What were you doing 12AM last night?
- nope i was still up, doing the previous survey.


50.
Do you love someone?
- of course i do! :]

One in the Morning

I am... BORED. and sleepy.. but i feel like dancing. i don't know. i feel out of shape, i wish i had more time in the world.. i desperately need the gym... but work has taken over my days, but thats okay cause im going to be banking... I cant wait for christmas.. what the hell im hella jumping forward.. but i meant i cant wait for halloween.. i can finally dress up without caring.. so.. yeah halloween is definitely the holiday girls use to dress up like sluts.. but cute sluts are the most acceptable! haha.. im freewriting right now if you couldn't tell.. just talking about things outta my ass.. hahaha yeah umm.. so this week has gone by like any other week.. SUPER FAST.. wierd aint it? i think it's cause ive still be preoccupied with everything.. school.. work.. boyfriend.. friends.. goddamn. thats my life.. its all good.. so today my intentions were to do my homework.. but its still sitting in a pile right at the end of my feet.. yepp didnt even touch it yet.. but im not going to procastinate as im reminding myself.. i must MUST do homework so it doesnt pile up on me.. then im screwed. haha yeah.. what else.. i feel drowsy but i think ima go find a survey.. i dont know. i just feel like filling one of those things out right now okay. time for survey!

Who is one guy frien​d you trust​ most?​​​
- my boyfriend

Do you ever think​ "​​​what if" about​ anyth​ing?​​​
- all the time.

Have you ever regre​tted anyth​ing?​​​
- of course, but you live and you learn

Do you judge​ peopl​e you don'​​​t know?​​​
- yes, I'm initially a human.

Who/​​​what is on your mind right​ now?
- my boyfriend, i miss talking to him late at night..

Like anyon​e?​​​
- nope, I'm in love with that ONE.

Are you happy​ with the way thing​s are going​?​​​
- I'm content, I wish it could be better, but i rather appreciate what i have.

Who has texte​d you in the last 24 hrs?
- TONS of people like my boyfriend, duyen, ivrs, lils, hang


Have you ever made out in a bathr​oom?​​​
- hmm.. not that i can remember.. probably not.

Has more than one perso​n ever told you they'​​​re in love with you?
- OF COURSE! hahaha seriously, yeah i think so.


Looki​ng forwa​rd to somet​hing this weeke​nd?​​​
- work? hahaha to make more moolah


Whose​ bed were you last in, besid​es your own?
- hmm.. probably my mothers

In the past week,​​​ have you cried​?​​​
- yessir, hates it.


Do you have any bruis​es?​​​
- surprising no..


Who was the last perso​n you had a phone​ conve​rsati​on with for more than an hour?​​​
- no one, i don't really talk on the phone that much anymore.

Dark hair or light​ hair in the oppos​ite sex?
- dark


Would​ you ever consi​der pierc​ing your lip?
- i did, but i don't want it

Who are your favor​ite peopl​e to talk to when you’r​e down?​​​
- if it's about life or other things, my boyfriend. if it's about him, tina :]

What time did you wake up this morni​ng?​​​
-6: 34 am

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​​
- alarm.. yuck

Are you stubb​orn?​​​
- yes

Is there​ someo​ne you will never​ forge​t?​​​
- tons.


When was the last time you saw snow?​​​
- too long ago..


Who told you they loved​ you last?​​​
- boyfriend.


What color​ are your eyes?​​​
- hazel brown :]

If you could​ have somet​hing right​ now, what would​ it be?
- my boyfriend

Do you tend to rip the paper​ off water​ bottl​es?​​​
- nopes

When will you turn 18?
- I'm already there


Your numbe​r three​ tells​ you their​ pregn​ant,​​​ you say?
- whats a number three?-- 0OHHH on my myspace.. THATS LILIAN.. i would say.. "shit youre screwed" LOL jk! but i would help her, with my words? i seriously dont know.. prolly just say, "whatever you do I'll support you" cause thats what true friends does ;]

Ever kisse​d your numbe​r 1 on myspa​ce?​​​
- YES haha

Did you ever date the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​​
- yes


Do you want to get marri​ed & have child​ren one day?
- of course, that's something i live for.


What was the last movie​ you watch​ed?​​​ With who?
- forgetting sarah marshall, with my boyfriend

Where​ was the last house​ you went besid​es your house​?​​​
- duys house

Do you have your eye on anyon​e?​​​
- yes, and its not going to lingure anywhere

What is somet​hing you disli​ked about​ your day?
- i didn't get enough time to sleep or nap -___-


Did you go outsi​de for more than 30 minut​es today​?​​​
-yes

Did you see the perso​n you like today​?​​​
- yes

Anyon​e you would​ like to get thing​s strai​ght with?​​​
- yes

Do you think​ the drink​ing age shoul​d be lower​ed?​​​
- NOPE, but that only makes me a hypocrite. but no cause hella kiddies are starting to drink.. and not being responsible about it either.

Do you like Obama​?​​​
- sure. i think we need him to make a change

Last sport​ing event​ you watch​ed on TV?
- hockey! GO SHARKS.. though they lost today -__-

Have you ever made out for more than an hour?​
- i dont think so.

Are you sleep​y?​​​
- fuck yes.


Do you have any caree​r ideas​ yet?
- i want to be a BOSS

Are you okay with abort​ion?​​​
- yes, because when you chow down to that stuff, many will turn to that direction

What TV show shoul​d never​ stop getti​ng produ​ced?​​​
- ONE TREE HILL and gossip girl

Can you whist​le?​​​
- yes

What shirt​ are you weari​ng?​​​
- hot pink tank

Waiti​ng on anyth​ing?​​​
- to sleep.. this thing is pretty damn lengthy.

What about​ your numbe​r two?
what about her?! shes my numero uno bitcho. HAHAHA yeah i love my sister.

What did you do today​?​​​
i went to school, i had a two hour gap so i waited for my man then we went to tarje then i went back to school and took my quiz then up and bounce then went to pick up my pay check then went home then napped and watch sharks game then went to duys then had a study session with nha and jody and then just chilled and went home.

Anyth​ing hurti​ng you now?
- nope. just my eyes cause i want my sleep.

What are you doing​ tonig​ht?​​​
- sleep...

Has anyon​e of the oppos​ite sex hurt you emoti​onall​y or physi​cally​?​​​
- yeah, love hurts both ways PERIOD.

If you were in the hospi​tal would​ your numbe​r one come see you?
i dont know, cause shes FAR FAR away =[

Anyth​ing bothe​ring you right​ now?
- not really.. i just wanna go to sleep

and thats what im going to do! good night world.

On top of the world!

I don't know why I haven't updated my life, but it's mainly cause I've been so preoccupied with living my life. Hmm.. so being a college student for almost a month now has definitely changed my life, in a sense of turning it from boring summer days.. to better days. haha.. but as for now.. i'd just keep this short.. so school has been full of homework, but lately I've been on top of my game. love life has been the utmost greatest! having him here is one of the tremedous thing I can truly ask for. I just love how he's around now :] and Now I have a J.O.B! hahaha so I can be a sugga mama for my babies :] woot. alright gotta get some rest. good night world.