absolutely ridiculous

content too thick for reality.

So together but So broken up inside.

It's eating me alive and i can't let it go. Why should I do this to myself? I feel like a fool in love, except I don't know if i still want to be in love..

How can you tell me that I mean everything to you, but when someone ask you if you're in love, you tell them YOU GUESS. are you serious.. shouldn't you be sure if you're in love. and if so why are you so afraid to show that you are. you seem to be holding back. and you think that i won't find out because i might not care to check. you're word cuts deeper than a knife would. and i just don't know if I'm still motivated to be in love with someone who isn't sure of himself.

you're just not the guy i thought you were.
there's no energy left inside me to continue something that seems to be dying out.

More than words

" i just wanted to take this time
to show you that im glad that you're mines
i love how you cater to me and appreciate the things i do
i love your eyes, your smiles, and the way you kiss me too
i love how you're so silly, yet so sweet
but i hate how i can only see you a few times a week
but i do love how you wait for me everytime i come down
always waiting at home in your room, wandering around
then when i get there, you always give me kisses and hugs
this is what i love most about your love
i have the best girlfriend that i can ever ask
i hope this love of our will always last"

he's such a sweet heart.
ahhhhh!!!! i adore him <3