REALIZATION
Notice the things that have changed
Notice the unordinary
Notice the emotions in my eyes
Notice the phase of a young love
Notice the beautiful connection that we share
Notice the atomsphere our souls let out
Notice the reasons behind my actions
Notice the weakness through my strength
Notice the trembles between my eyes and lips
Notice the passion and demands of my heart
Notice the sorrows i weep without questioning
Notice the likes and dislikes my head bestowed upon you
Notice the kindness and warmth true love may bring
Notice the pain when more love is exposed
Notice the sweetness and romanticity of one self
Notice the lines i write and the meaning i might throw
Notice the path ive lost once i look into your eyes
i just want you to NOTICE me.
and what i truly mean.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008
The start of something great.
Round five and I'm in it to win it.
I'm done with falling in and out of love with the wrong people, but who knows if it's right so might as well give it a shot because you got one life to live and gotta live it to the damn fullest. I love the direction i lead my life, just because I know I have something so wonderful, that it feels like I've never done this before. I know where i went wrong, and I won't let it happen this time because things change and for once I'm changing. No one in this world can stop me and I really don't give a damn because I'm happy and I know i have the right people in my life to make me the happiest that i can be. Haven't you heard? " Love at Fifth sight" haha :]
So I know i haven't been blogging so often, I guess I've been so busy with school that I didn't even budge to write in here. It's all good cause school is ending, and I'm moving on with my life. I can't wait for it to end already. I know I'll miss being in high school, but it's dreadful if you ask me, especially since everyone wants to make something out of themselves. They just don't know, but once you get out of that whole life of labels, foolishness, and immaturity you realize that you're one speck that doesn't even matter to the world. You're out the on your own and somehow you gotta learn how to deal with things on your own and take full responsibility for your action. But who knows, the future awaits those who will become successful in life and those who will fail.
So as I'm waiting for this schoool year to end, I'm looking forward to all the upcoming events that will happen! Prom is in a week, and tell me why i still don't feel all that anxious? I guess I went all out on Creek's prom, but I don't know, it was fun, but I just wanted something better. I hope it will turn out to be a good prom, but I'm in doubt, just cause our class is poor and we have the most lame administration ever. This summer might be just that damn great. I'm so excited that my twinkee is coming this summer! We're going to L.A. and do spontaneous shit, just live this summer life up since everyone is seperating. It's kind of depressing, but I have a feeling we won't seperate at heart. I hope I'm still going to Hawaii with my sister. She's going to go to move down to socal this year so I want to spend as much time i can before she leaves. She really is my bestest. I don't know how I'm going to live without her spunkiness. So, since I haven't updated my life, I will recap it :]
PROM!!!
On prom day, I woke up by the sound of Nhung's voice. So then i went back to sleep and she kept waking me up to tell me to lock the door, get her medicine, etc. Things I do for that skank. haha Anywho, so when i finally woke up, I got a visit by my lover, and we kicked it for a bit, then mother came home with some taco bell. Then went to my hair and make up appointment. It was expensive as fuck, but I guess it was pretty descent. Then went home around like 5 ish so i rushed to get my stuff and headed over to the twins house. When I got there, I changed into my dress and put on the finishing touches and was finished, but then my date went to go pick up Linda since he was her and Vince's ride, so we waited. Then we headed over to the overfelt garden to meet up with everyone. Then we took pictures and then went to wendys! hahaha yeah.. hella people we're looking at us thinking we were in the wrong place. Then we headed over to the Tech museum. When we got there, we directly went to go take pictures. We took care of our own individual shots, and then had the group picture. Then we went to coat check then headed to the dance floor. It was aiight, then we did some exploration. We went to the third floor because we wanted to go to the roof top, but when we got there we were distracted by the chocolate fondue. It was awesome! Then the first slow song came on. We were too lazy to go all the way to the lower level so we slowed dance on the third floor. After we went to the elevator because that was the only way to get up into the rooftop, so we were told. But it was taking FOREVER to open, so we just roamed around and then finally we saw that it was open. The WHOLE group rushed into the elevator along with 5-7 other people that was already in the elevator. In my head I was thinking that it would be too crowded and it might overload and usually when that does happen the elevator would beep, but surprising it didn't so I thought that it was fine. Then we pressed the button to go to the roof top and someone said " Oh crap, the maximum capacity is 22 people" and clearly, there was so much more than that. When it started moving, instead of going up, we started dropping down. It was a short drop, but my heart started racing. Everyone started panicing. It dropped about 3 times until we pressed the emergency stop button. The elevator alarm went off. We all were suffocating and some girl was scared because she was clastrophobic. The guys pried open one of the side so that we can get some oxygen in that small elevator. We concluded that there were 43 people in that elevator and it was damn stuffy. People took out their cell phones to call whoever they can. Then the guys pried open the other side which was the side we came in from and we saw the floor we were on above our heads. We yelled for helped then finally somoene came and they got help. Then we were told various instructions so that we can get the hell out. We were stuck in there for thirty freaking minutes, and that killed some of my friend's mood, but i tried making the best of it still and thought on the brighter side, we made history and that night a rememberable night! Then we returned to the dance floor, but many didn't want to dance any longer. So we left and headed to the after party, Jennifer's bday party :] It was pretty chilled since we got a hella chilled hotel dude. He switched rooms for us so that we can be a bit louder. Even though there were drama and complaints, it was still pretty crackin. hahaha. yeah thats pretty much it, and bday girl KO.ed hahaha xP yeah that's what happened.
Badminton is finally over and I'm happy! well I'm also disappointed that me and my partner didn't place for CCS. Oh well, honestly this year went alright, I just wished that my old coach didn't resigned and still stayed with us. Since badminton is over i have more time on my hand, so now i have time to relax and enjoy what's left of my senior year in highschool. well that's all for now, can't wait to see my boyfriend and the kids tomorrow. --
I'm done with falling in and out of love with the wrong people, but who knows if it's right so might as well give it a shot because you got one life to live and gotta live it to the damn fullest. I love the direction i lead my life, just because I know I have something so wonderful, that it feels like I've never done this before. I know where i went wrong, and I won't let it happen this time because things change and for once I'm changing. No one in this world can stop me and I really don't give a damn because I'm happy and I know i have the right people in my life to make me the happiest that i can be. Haven't you heard? " Love at Fifth sight" haha :]
So I know i haven't been blogging so often, I guess I've been so busy with school that I didn't even budge to write in here. It's all good cause school is ending, and I'm moving on with my life. I can't wait for it to end already. I know I'll miss being in high school, but it's dreadful if you ask me, especially since everyone wants to make something out of themselves. They just don't know, but once you get out of that whole life of labels, foolishness, and immaturity you realize that you're one speck that doesn't even matter to the world. You're out the on your own and somehow you gotta learn how to deal with things on your own and take full responsibility for your action. But who knows, the future awaits those who will become successful in life and those who will fail.
So as I'm waiting for this schoool year to end, I'm looking forward to all the upcoming events that will happen! Prom is in a week, and tell me why i still don't feel all that anxious? I guess I went all out on Creek's prom, but I don't know, it was fun, but I just wanted something better. I hope it will turn out to be a good prom, but I'm in doubt, just cause our class is poor and we have the most lame administration ever. This summer might be just that damn great. I'm so excited that my twinkee is coming this summer! We're going to L.A. and do spontaneous shit, just live this summer life up since everyone is seperating. It's kind of depressing, but I have a feeling we won't seperate at heart. I hope I'm still going to Hawaii with my sister. She's going to go to move down to socal this year so I want to spend as much time i can before she leaves. She really is my bestest. I don't know how I'm going to live without her spunkiness. So, since I haven't updated my life, I will recap it :]
PROM!!!
On prom day, I woke up by the sound of Nhung's voice. So then i went back to sleep and she kept waking me up to tell me to lock the door, get her medicine, etc. Things I do for that skank. haha Anywho, so when i finally woke up, I got a visit by my lover, and we kicked it for a bit, then mother came home with some taco bell. Then went to my hair and make up appointment. It was expensive as fuck, but I guess it was pretty descent. Then went home around like 5 ish so i rushed to get my stuff and headed over to the twins house. When I got there, I changed into my dress and put on the finishing touches and was finished, but then my date went to go pick up Linda since he was her and Vince's ride, so we waited. Then we headed over to the overfelt garden to meet up with everyone. Then we took pictures and then went to wendys! hahaha yeah.. hella people we're looking at us thinking we were in the wrong place. Then we headed over to the Tech museum. When we got there, we directly went to go take pictures. We took care of our own individual shots, and then had the group picture. Then we went to coat check then headed to the dance floor. It was aiight, then we did some exploration. We went to the third floor because we wanted to go to the roof top, but when we got there we were distracted by the chocolate fondue. It was awesome! Then the first slow song came on. We were too lazy to go all the way to the lower level so we slowed dance on the third floor. After we went to the elevator because that was the only way to get up into the rooftop, so we were told. But it was taking FOREVER to open, so we just roamed around and then finally we saw that it was open. The WHOLE group rushed into the elevator along with 5-7 other people that was already in the elevator. In my head I was thinking that it would be too crowded and it might overload and usually when that does happen the elevator would beep, but surprising it didn't so I thought that it was fine. Then we pressed the button to go to the roof top and someone said " Oh crap, the maximum capacity is 22 people" and clearly, there was so much more than that. When it started moving, instead of going up, we started dropping down. It was a short drop, but my heart started racing. Everyone started panicing. It dropped about 3 times until we pressed the emergency stop button. The elevator alarm went off. We all were suffocating and some girl was scared because she was clastrophobic. The guys pried open one of the side so that we can get some oxygen in that small elevator. We concluded that there were 43 people in that elevator and it was damn stuffy. People took out their cell phones to call whoever they can. Then the guys pried open the other side which was the side we came in from and we saw the floor we were on above our heads. We yelled for helped then finally somoene came and they got help. Then we were told various instructions so that we can get the hell out. We were stuck in there for thirty freaking minutes, and that killed some of my friend's mood, but i tried making the best of it still and thought on the brighter side, we made history and that night a rememberable night! Then we returned to the dance floor, but many didn't want to dance any longer. So we left and headed to the after party, Jennifer's bday party :] It was pretty chilled since we got a hella chilled hotel dude. He switched rooms for us so that we can be a bit louder. Even though there were drama and complaints, it was still pretty crackin. hahaha. yeah thats pretty much it, and bday girl KO.ed hahaha xP yeah that's what happened.
Badminton is finally over and I'm happy! well I'm also disappointed that me and my partner didn't place for CCS. Oh well, honestly this year went alright, I just wished that my old coach didn't resigned and still stayed with us. Since badminton is over i have more time on my hand, so now i have time to relax and enjoy what's left of my senior year in highschool. well that's all for now, can't wait to see my boyfriend and the kids tomorrow. --
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